Realised and learnt.

Sorry for not updating so actively anymore.. Im not that free actually anymore.. Currently trying to catch up with everything that is happening but well i will try my best to update when i can like now.. But i dont think i can blog so often like what is happening everyday.

Well there is alot i realised today.. Just by mixing with people around me.. Some people just get what they want and they just ditchs you there and just leave you there and go away continuning with thier own life.. But what we can do ? We try to tell them what is happening and what they are doing but still nothing helps.. even how much we try to reach out even how much we try to talk.. it is still the same.. We still have to go on with life and still have to go and keep on pushing ourselves.. We dont have choice.. But there is always a choice in life to choose.. To be or not to be.. People are always there.. There are people who are always there for you and are always beside you even we leave some place they are still in your heart.. But some are just in your mind not kept in the heart.. People that are kept in the heart is really something special to me i think ? People come and go after what they need and some are just social and go off with thier own life at home.. Some people are just worth it to keep on going and going to keep a close contact with them because when you achieve it you will feel really safe and that person is always there for you to mix with.. They will be always there not leave you anytime.. But today i realised alot of stuffs.. People that are around me are totally different than what i think they are.. Like i say again.. Do not judge people by its cover but try to go deeper by pushing yourself to go for them. Never and ever.

This is what i learn and what i feel.

This is what i learn today..

There are many things that you cant do or you rather cant reach the stage of other people..

But you can always reach to their stage or even do it like them.. You just need to spend time to train yourself and keep on improving yourself.. Take the time and revise through what is wrong and what is not wrong and what must be corrected so that you can be better or even up to their standard.. Its not easy but i learn that if you are doing 100 times of something.. You just need to push yourself slowly.. You might play suckly today.. But you cant know what will happen in the next time? Or tomorrow? You might play even better? Or even the best of all of them? All you need so to take the time and train and train.. Everybody is given a second chance in everything.. But rather some are not or some are too late.. But still too late is also called a chance if you can triple your training.

School. Monday.

As usual.. woke up at 6.55am again.. then ate my breakfast and washed up then went to school.. today school quite okay.. but very sleepy as it was first day of school.. quite bored.. so school ended at 2.. went back home had lunch and bathe and went to bed.. then woke up and had dinner then online a little while then went to bed at 12.30am.

Sunday. Church.

Woke up at 7.30 am and washed up and got ready to go to worship.. at 7.50am jerry came and fetched me to worship and worship ended at 10am then i had to go to grandma's house today and i had to miss bible sunday because of ba zhang festival.. so i went home and bathed and changed then slept for a while then around 11.30am i went over to grandma's place to have reunion lunch with all my other relatives.. so lunch ended around 1pm and then went over to Klang parade and shop for a while then went over to carefour then went home.. and then i followed gary to rsa watched futsal.. and our church lost again.. after that saw gary play then went for dinner then went back home.. bathed and slept. Got ready for school next day as school reopens.

Summer splash. Home fellowship.

Woke up around 8.30 am today as i was going to summer splash with Jerry and the rest on the train there.. so i woke up and washed up then jerry called me and came over to my house and i was getting ready then ching and the rest was already at teluk pulai so my dad sent us to klang station and there we saw aby, hock mun and soon chia.. tiffany and adrian was also there together with thier cousin beatrice.. so we took the same train.. and ameet and tommy met up with us later on the few stops ahead.. preveen and gwen and also his sister was already on the train together with hema, brian and sashi.. so we reached at sunway around 10.30 ? so we were divided into groups and i was with one malay guy i just met and soon chia we walked around and hema, jerry and the rest went to eat breakfast.. and ching wanted to go to lagoon already so we also find her and joined her then we went in.. and there was alot of people waitting for the goody bag that they were gonna give out that day.. for first 100 or 1000 not sure.. so nush and all waited and soon chia, malay guy and me walked up again to pyramid and we walked around.. the malay guy wanted to change and buy selipers so we followed him to fos and got his selipers.. then after that we decided to go to lagoon.. and at lagoon there were so many people so we just jumped in by the side and then we got in the lagoon already.. by the time we walked in we got our goody bags.. inside there was selipers.. perfume and some magazine and stuffs.. and there were not enough lockers there.. so many people around so we dont have any lockers but jerry and the rest had because irene booked for them.. so we decided to put it on the bench where juan gin and wynesse put thier stuffs where the aunty helped them to watch it over.. so we went in the water and played for a while and amelia, vin teng and juvee was also there.. after that they had the hunks and the hotties on the stage after that i decided to walk out already.. so i went up and on the way up there were like so many thousand of people wanting to go to lagoon and wanting to exit so we got stuck for like 20 minutes there and some girls fainted because of the hotness there.. so at last we got out and went to nandos because juan gin and yan teng was there with yilin and herman and jean.. after that don and me went to sushi king and i didnt eat much there then a while later soya and ben came and saw me.. so we talked and he gave back my vans shirt at last.. then after that i went back with don, yilin, herman, chee kiat, jenn and jean.. reached home around 7.30pm as i had home fellowship at kym's house at 7.30.. so i bathed and went to don's grandma's house and waited for his mom and the mom fetched us up the kym's house and then there was bbq there so we ate and then we walked to the lake and talk a while then gary sent me back home. bathe and then went to bed as the day was very tiring.

Friday (During the holidays too)

I was really lazy to update my blog so there it is.. i woke up around 11am and i was still sick.. so i lay on bed and looked at the ceiling and i had no plans today so i just woke up and went to the computer for a while then ate my lunch and ate my medicines and went back to bed again.. woke up around 3 again.. watched some cartoons then around 6pm dad came back i think so he cooked dinner and that night i had some meeting on a act on parent's night on 14th of june i think.. so after dinner i went over to Mervyn's place and we met up.. and discuss on our act.. it was quite okay we wanted to do few families and funny funny parts.. so around 11 pm it ended and we all went back home.. and the hulk part 1 was showing on tv.. after that bathe and went to bed as the next day was summer splash and i wanted to be not tired.

Thursday (During the holidays)

I fall sick the night before as i just came back from grandma's place and i was worried if i could make it to summer splash as i already planed to go with my bunch of friends on Saturday.. worried if i would cure in time.. well slept in late.. didnt really go anywhere as all my cousins were in Kota Kemuning enjoying themselves.. im sick at home sleeping on the bed cant move just laying there looking at the ceiling.. so i decided to go and see the doctor to get some medicines as i was heading out to club to go take my golves back.. i left it there the night before when i went with chia chern.. so went and take then went to the hospital and checked.. it was just a bad sore throat and it hurts.. and some headache.. and flu.. after that went back and took the medicines and went to bed.. slept till around 7.30pm and woke up and had dinner and then went back to bed again till around 11pm then watched some tv shows then around 1am went back to sleep. It was a bad day to get sick as it was my holidays and i really wanted to go full out on those days.

Wednesday..

Woke up at 1.39pm today as yesterday night we slept very late.. received a call that my other cousin which finished his studies was coming.. so around 2 he and his brother came.. talked a while.. then went to Klang parade to buy some unused dvd disks and walked around.. played a little at the circus then went home.. talk again.. then went to mamak at Bukit Raja area.. then went back home had dinner with grandma and cousins.. then they all went up to Kota Kemuning to stay together then i went to Klang Parade with dad when he came then went back home.. then chern asked me wanna go out anot i said i can and want.. then went.. saw tiffany there talked a while.. then went home around 11pm today.. it was early.. everywhere jam everywhere sesat.. sien to go out.. at home watched tv.. blogged and sleep.

Tuesday. Appointment.

Woke up at 10am today.. then washed up and ate then went to hospital at 10.30.. took the number and saw it was like 40 more to go so dad and i went to tesco to shop first.. then went back to hospital at 12.. then ngam ngam it was my turn.. went in and see the doctors then took another 6 months appointment and then went to the farmasi to take my medicine then went to grandma's place at 1pm.. then ate lunch with her then went out with cousin.. then went back home ate dinner then at night walk around and went to net and went to mamak for like 3 times.. then slept around 2am.

Monday..

Woke up around 12-1pm today as i was going to my grandma's place which i told my cousin that im going around 1 o clock.. so i woke up and washed up and ate my breakfast then went to my grandma's place.. went out with my cousin for a while.. and today my other cousin finished his studies in his college so yeah.. congrats to him.. then went at the back and played some ball around 6.15 pm in the evening.. then around 7.10pm went home and had dinner with grandma as my dad was coming to fetch me at 7.30.. i cant stay over because the next day i have an appointment and at night i was going out with chern.. so i went home and then bathed and online a while then around 9 chern came and fetched me there and then i came home around 11.30pm.. then online and blogged till around 3am then went to bed.

Sunday. Church.

Woke up around 7.30am today.. as today there was worship to attend.. so i woke up and washed up then Jerry came around 7.50am and fetched me to church.. sat there and listen for like till 10.30am then we all that was.. Amanda, Kym, Josiah, Jerry, Jon, Mervyn and Chong han.. then after a while Michael came and joined us.. then we talk and eat till around 11am.. then we went back to church for bible study.. so we went and sat down in a circle and then started it till around 1pm.. then i went home and Jerry went to rashna to celebrate his grandma's birthday.. then i ate my lunch and got ready to go to Eng Han Gospel Hall.. at 2 pm.. so around 1.55pm i left house and reached there around 2.15pm.. sing some songs then went into the room and listen listen then went back home around 4-5pm.. then at home.. then at home online and did nothing and ate dinner at 7.30pm like that.. then Chern called me for gym at 9pm.. so i just followed him to gym.. and then we did and talked.. quite fun la.. since so long never went to gym.. learned a lot of things too.. then after that went home around 11.30pm.. then see some shows and online then went to bed around 1am.

Saturday. Aeon. Iron Man 3rd.

Today my dad coming to pick me up at 8.30 so i woke up at 8.30am and packed my stuffs to get ready to go back and grandma was kind of sad la.. the way she talk i already realise how she felt.. so my dad came and picked me back before going back we stopped the shop near my old house to get some food for me breakfast la.. so got it and then went back home and i ate it and went back to sleep.. but i could not sleep i dunno why.. i think i was thinking too much.. but that time dad already went out to KL i think.. so around 11.30 Jerry called and said his coming to my house and Su ching already on the train going to teluk pulai station.. and ngam ngam after that phone call i slept off.. so what.. all the time i dont wanna sleep and ngam ngam that time i slept off.. so 11.55am like that jerry came to my house and called me up and then i rushed to bathe and all then we walked to the train station and su ching was already there so we waited for robyn a while.. while waitting we were playing with the ticket machine see which place to go is the most expensive.. so after that robyn came and we went to aeon already.. then at aeon we were deciding which movie to watch.. we cant watch other movies expect iron man because Jerry and me had to go back at 4 for Youth meeting at church.. so we bought the Iron man tickets and then went to eat lunch at KFC.. i had a snake plate there same as Jerry and Robyn had a X meal i think.. not sure.. and we saw vin teng, damien and andy there.. and also pravind bumped into us.. we asked pravind to come but he said he was too busy and all.. but mana tau he was there with his sister also.. so after that we went into the cinema while su ching and tommy went to buy some food they wanted some japanese food and sushis la.. so we watched and i watched it two times already so i already know everything.. so Tommy and i was like saying all the verse out loll.. and half way watching i farted half.. to cut the tension.. then after that we went Starbucks to meet up with Fiera and Intan.. then not long after we went back to church.. when i entered youth.. they laughed at me.. sad.. Uncle Chee Choong was talking about the thing we did in camp what to do with it and all.. so the meeting ended around 6 and today did not have any games because no one bought any balls to play with.. hehehe.. so we went back home and luckily i heard about some uncle's farewell dinner and i said to Jerry that i wanted to come and he said can so at night around 7 plus Jerry's sister came and picked me up and then we went to church.. Jerry's dad and sister did not join us because they had to go somewhere la dunno where.. the dinner was great.. got to see all my camp friends again.. very fun.. eat and eat and eat.. we sapu the chickens.. it was great then we had a little message about what is first is last and what is last is first.. so i learned that we should not ask something return when we are serving God.. har har.. good lesson.. Matthew chapter 20 or so forgot la.. about Vineyard one.. so after that said bye to my friends and went back home.. chatted a while in messenger then went to bed. I can say that i was quite happy today get to see all my friends again.

Friday. Grandma's place Day 2.

Woke up around 12pm? Was tired from yesterday's outing with my cousins.. walking and cycling and talking.. tired man.. so woke up had breakfast.. then i was out with my cousin again with his friends.. nothing really happen much today i can say that.. hang out around Klang Parade then i went back home while my cousin were still out with his friends.. suddenlly i heard my other cousins came down from the car and they said they wanted to cut hair.. so i followed them and my grandma as usual gave me money and said that go and cut your hair since its already long.. so i went and had a short hair cut.. hehehe.. i think its okay? i think its great? i dunno.. so after that went to mamak a while drink and talk with my cousins then went back home and had dinner with my grandma together with my cousins then they went back home.. so i had my bathe and at night we went out and i received phone call from Jerry saying that they are going to aeon on the next day which is Saturday to catch a movie at 12pm.. so i call my dad and told him to pick me up at 8.30am the next day because i was going out with my friends to aeon to watch another movie and i had youth the next day.. so at night my cousin, iron man and myself went to the basketball court and played some basketball in the dark shoot shoot a while la.. then not long after Bu Shen and Anson came.. ngam ngam they two not ngam so Bu shen asked me to go to my old friend's house opposite to drink with him a while.. so i went with him we walked there and then Bu shen's friend also came to join us so we had our talk and then talk talk talk.. then this vcd seller came and talk with the fellow la because the fellow kena whack because of selling vcd the other gangsters whacked him up and his head cracked a little but didnt go kuku or die la.. and ngam ngam the vcd seller selling porn.. soo after that Bu shen and me walked back to basketball court and they were not there.. then bu shen gave a call to my cousin and then we met up with him then we walk over to the snooker centre to see if we wanted to play.. but we play a while because Bu shen's mom wanted to find him and he had to go crash at Yon sern's house.. so we went over to Yon sern's house and then crash a while then my cousin and i decided to go home.. i had a little sleep while my cousin was talking on the phone with his new chick.. so called la.. he has two chicks so cant blame.. so i slept then he woke me up saying that going already.. mana tau he play me so i went back to sleep a while.. then around 3am like that.. only Yon sern called and said wanna go Rejab maju beside Klang parade.. so i woke up and we walked there and then we sat down and had a little drink and talk then saw a gang on people walking to warnet then Bu shen thier friend so he wanted to go talk with them but that time it was already 5 am and wanted to ciao home already.. so paid up talk a while.. then went home and i went to bed.

Thursday. Grandma's place.

Woke up around 10am because Su ching wanted to eat at melawis today for breakfast.. but when i woke up i didnt feel like going already so i told Jerry that im not going with them to eat already.. so i messaged him.. then i slept on till 10.30am then robert called me asking me to go to melawis.. so i went and sat there and had a barli ais for a while.. then after they paid up i went back home.. then at home i think i have no where to go and nothing to do at home so must as well go and visit my grandma at meru.. so i told my dad i wanted to go to grandma's place and i started to pack and then call my grandma to tell her that im going so that she can get ready some food for me or so.. so i wont get hungry there when i get there.. so i went there around 1 or 2 pm after i went shopping with dad at carefour then he sent me over to grandma's place i got down and at first i didnt plan to overnight there but i bought my clothes.. had a little talk with my cousin then he went out so i slept at grandma's place from 3 or 4pm to 6 something like that.. then grandma asked me to stay over.. when she said it she was like hoping for a yes.. so i just agreed with her and then i called my dad saying that dont need to fetch me after his jog at the stadium.. so i forgot what happened.. its already been almost a week.. so i dunno i went to play basketball anot.. i think i went im not sure.. when i woke up my cousin came back and asked me to go play basketball with him at the back of my grandma's place so i went.. well played with some small kids which are like form 2 or 3?.. all short short small small one la.. people are kind of small these days huh.. didnt know.. so after that went back home.. saw my uncle.. said hi to him.. then i went ahead to bathe and had my dinner.. as usual.. my grandma's cooking are like my home cooking.. it was great.. after that i went out with my cousin again to Klang parade.. then we went to pasar malam near there.. with his bunch of friends.. made friends with them.. one of them were Yon Sern, Anson, Bu Shen, Ang and Iron man.. dunno whats Iron man's real face.. dunno why they call him Iron Man also.. Iron man is form 4 and Yon sern also form 4 but the others form 3 including my cousin.. so after that walk walk then we decided to go to mamak nearby to have some supper.. that was already around 10pm.. so they ate nasi lemak there and then they paid up and then we walked back.. then we went home already.. then at around 1am.. ah yong called and asked my cousin to go to Rejab Maju to eat.. so we went and talked and drink till around 3am.. and we got home and went to bed. Today was an okay day.. not that great not that good.. its just an ordinary one but today i got to see my grandma's face.. her smile.

Sunway Pyramid. Nat's sweet 16teen !(Wednesday)

Well.. woke up around 11.45am i think around there as we were going to Pyramid with Nat, Jerry, Brian, Nicholas, Pravind, Choi may, Shaqira and lastly Yash.. Nat planed this thingy for a quite a long time and it was not on because Jerry and me was in camp soo.. she delayed to Wednesday sooo.. i got up and bathed and washed up and ate my breakfast then Jerry reached my house then we went to the train station.. firstly i wore a T-shirt and surf pants.. so we sat at the train station.. waitting for Nat and the train.. not long after we saw Brian and Nicholas reached and buying thier tickets.. without delay i saw all of them wearing jeans so i ran back home.. as my house was just across i changed my pants into jeans and wore my shoes.. since my shoes were in wash so i wore different shoes and also my jeans were in wash.. so i walked back to the train station and then Jerry waved at me asking me to hurry up because the train was coming.. so i ran and ran and ran faster and faster and faster.. luckily i didnt miss it.. if not i will wait alone for another 20 mins and delay everyone.. so we reached Subang Jaya train station about 12.30pm i think around there.. then we took a bus there so i sat beside a lady and suresh sat on top of me and Nat on top of suresh then jerry at the back with brian on his legs.. this suresh cant sit still so he almost elbowed the lady's thing.. luckily the lady covered it up.. if not i think kena already one.. so after we reached we got in.. and its been long since i been there since its only studying and studying and studying.. so we walked around and decided to have pizza hut for lunch.. well Jerry and Pravind went to mcd and bought thier drinks and pie as they were saving cost.. and then I didnt eat as well as Nicholas.. so only Nat, Suresh and Brian were eating.. so they ordered and thier food came so i curi a little of thier food and guess what i was full.. i had a full cup of mushroom soup and then had a piece of pizza.. not bad la.. can enjoy also.. so after that Yash and her friend dunno what name came.. then a while later Choi may and Shaqira came too.. then they paid up and then went off to shop for other things.. so we walked around and walk walk walk.. as Nat said he wanna shop for his clothes and all.. so we went to Topman and saw this Skinny jeans and the other shirt.. so Jerry plan to buy it this week.. when he get his allowance.. and then after that we walked around and then we went to the cinema to get tickets.. guess what show we watched? What happen in Vegas.. im so luckyy that i get to watch that show.. so after that we walked around and shop again.. then one point Suresh and me went to the toilet to pee pee.. then suddenlly we came out of the toilet and they were gone.. out of sight.. not spotted.. so we walked to bowling there thought they might have been there for pool.. but they are not there yet.. so Suresh called and they were in Superhero stall.. then we went there they not there.. call again they said they were in Maybank.. then we dunno where is that so they asked us to wait at pool.. so we walked around and went to Adidas and Nike shop as i wanted to look at thier shoes for a while.. after that we decided to walk to pool and started to play first before they come.. we played and played then quite a long time later only they came.. then after that we played some pool then went off to watch the movie.. the movie was great.. very funny as well as very nice la.. i dunno how to say but its nice.. very nicee for me.. hehehehe.. quite happy get to see that show.. so Nat bought a hoodie and then bought his sister a Mango shirt as the sister's birthday was the next day which is 28th of may if im not mistaken? if im mistaken sorry man.. so after that we went for sisha and then we smoked and smoked and smoked till we had enough then we paid it up and then we were thinking to go eat or go back home at last we decided to go back home because Yash was rushing time.. her mom wanted her to go back home before 8pm.. so we took the bus to the train station and then they bought some food to eat while waitting for the train and did some crazy stuffs then the train came and then we went back to each's station to get down and in the train we talked and did crazy stuffs too.. Suresh was fun that day.. hehehehe.. so after that Jerry, Shaqira, Brian, Choi may and me went to esso mamak for dinner as we all dont have anything for dinner at home.. so after that we went home.. saw win sun, gun, yong sheng and one more guy forgot there and tengku was also there.. so after that went back home and Shaqira forgot her Mango bag.. luckily Tengku gave me because i didnt see it either.. so after that went back home.. took a bathe and then online chat chat a while then went to bed. Today was a fun day i can say.. but at first i was not that happy.. oh ya i met chia chern in pyramid.. i was not that happy at first but at the end i also enjoyed it. Thanks Nat.

Let the pictures do the rest.


The Putra car that i saw outside of Pyramid.. had 4 meters in it.. and it was upgraded like crazy..


A group picture that was taken in the train station in Subang Jaya.. but Nicholas was missing? I think he was buying food.


Nat, Choi may, me and Yash just after sisha sitting waitting for the whole crew.


Choi may looking other place, Me, Nicholas and Brian.


Some of us.


Brian Daniel and Shaqira !


Brian Daniel, Shaqira and Pravind.


During sisha.. see Nicholas's face? har har.


We were happy that time i can say.


Yash. The new friend i met.


Me with the straw !


Shaqira and Choi may.


Yash and Shaqira.


Yash and Pravind. Jerry trying to fit in.


Yash and Nat. Suitable anot ?


Brian wanna suck suck pulling from me. Jerry just har har and me suck suck suck.


Yeah baby~


Me again.


Me too.


Same here.


Yash and Me. I wanted to take the picture with my new friend. hehehe.


Same.


Brian with the pipe.


Us.


The sisha.


Suck and blow.


Brian Daniel.


Nat.


Loco.


Cool.


Nat, Panda and me.


Hema could not resist..


Us again but this time brighter.

Hope you people enjoyed the pictures or we can call it photos. Thanks for viewing. See you then.