School life.

Our school life is only consist of like how many years that we really enjoy with our youth i can say its like from form 1 till form 5 i guess? standard 1 to 6 that time we were just brats and simply goofing around so i cant really say that time is a very fun time? last time i do think primary was nice but when i go up to secondary i see that its better there? like what i said before you never try you never know.. well i feel that after school life its gonna really different like how it was from primary to secondary? we must try to accept somethings in our lifes like how it changes and transform into a new cycle? i think after high school we will not see our friendly neighbourhood that often anymore.. we might even be on our own path ways and after that we might even lose contact that we never see or talk to each other again.. but that can be save i guess? you must always apporoach the person you wanna keep contact with.. like i always tell my older friends.. which are form 5 form 6 and so on.. do not forget me after you leave high school.. i know its different but try to remember me.. how we spend our days together.. it might sound weird but i just wanna keep my friends intact with me all the time.. i feel that after school life.. im gonna be a real loner and i dont expect how am i gonna life alone like this since my family isnt that perfect i feel that my life is gonna be really fill with sorrowness but i also know that on the way of our working life we will still meet new people and make more friends and from there you will get a new cycle of friends and from there your sorrowness will get less and less and it comes to the same as normal but not totally same because working life we wont get to mix and hang out with our friends all the time unlike school we have 6 hours or more with them everyday monday to friday and sometimes weekends we intend to go out with them to somewhere far to enjoy ourselves and also to go crazy.. so i guess even im the type of person who accepts things hardly but still i have to accept whatever comes.. i still dunno where im heading and im on my way to save my studies so im really gonna study hard after today ends when my sickness cures im gonna go after my studies and make it come true which what i say so i dont think i will have much time for anyone anymore.. well i gave up what more i have? hehehehe.