Climax.

There are a lot of things in life we try to do or we always try our best to do until we fall too deep into it.. everything has a start and always an ending.. there is never ending in our lifes.. we must try to accept what is it all about.. come to think of it sometimes we try our best to do something in our life to get what we want we intend to fall and keep on falling.. and after all of it is over we rethink and think that its all silly and pointless.. but well.. i always think that we should keep on trying without knowing the sense of giving up in our life.. but one of my brother told me that.. somethings in life you really need to give up and i always try to not give up so easily but you know what? What he said might be even true.. sometimes you try your best to do something and somehow you will waste your effort and time if the chances is low and you still go after it.. maybe what she said was true.. maybe what he said was true.. said that i cant get means i cant get.. maybe now im starting to realise and agree what she say to me that day.. maybe now i get it what she mean by that.. maybe i get it when everytime i get sounded like that.. maybe its just like this? maybe its not my time yet? maybe im just not suitable yet? or maybe im just not ready yet? All i can do now is wait i think? do whatever is necessary in my life and leave the others i guess? Put what is important ahead of us? and leave what is not important behind us? im just not sure anymore about these things.. all i know is maybe i should just give up.. maybe i should just let go.. maybe i just should let go everything and give up on everything and just go on my own.. i might regret in the future like how i do regret for what i did in my past.. but sometimes you must just give up to regret in the future so that you can learn it and not repeat it in the future? Im just not that sure anymore.. I wish the answer was more clearer so i can see where im going.. but when i see the way it goes the flow it goes.. with what it comes back to me.. i really feel that its gonna be a failure? I guess its gonna be this way? And i cant do anything about it ? Maybe im just too young or brat to do all those? I guess so... Im giving up...