Something doesnt go on your way.

This is another thing that pops out in my mind right now ? Midnight LOL..

I feel that there are many things that doesnt come easy in your life right? Things that you doesnt get.. Things that you are not satisfied with but well its still the flow of life right? If everything goes according to the way you want then what is life then ? Everything so perfectly fitted in your life so easy no challenge would you ever be tough to suivive ? This is what i believe with God. He doesnt do everything for you.. He is just there to watch over you to just take care of you if you ever fall or even drop to a edge.. his always there.. he always spend time for you.. you just need to give him your time.. God is not a small matter.. i know i been not going to church recently.. its because of my time and i just got sounded by my bigger sister and i will try my best to attend church this week.. but well.. many people pray to God many people just depend on God but i feel that God doesnt do everything for you.. you need to pick up the steps and make it perfect for him to be there for you.. I heard that one of my friends just got saved today.. Am not gonna mention his name here but well he just got saved Congrats to him.. and well.. getting saved is just a first step i really hope that he knows about this.. and he will take the following steps to make his life better.. i really hope he can really make it to church.. not just to spend time with the person he wants to see but also spend time with God and learn the way of the Bible.. the Word of God is very hard and long to understand.. The time at church is very little but whats in the time is very precious and its very long.. even me till now i have quite no idea what God is really are.. but im still trying my best to understand.. I really hope he will.. go back to the point.. okay.. if everything goes according to what you want do you think that people will know meaning of hardwork ? will know what is work ? you think humans wont go lazy around and stop doing thier work and just sit around and stare at walls ? sometimes things are just not the way you want it and can never be the way you want.. this is what learned so far.. some things are just imposible.. example things you want or even love.. even you try your best to do it.. it just cant happen.. and some people said they wanna die or even they said they cant eat or wanna vomit and all.. so what? just give them time and it will cure.. during that time when you are hurt and down you say those things but after that you will regret saying it or even you will think why i so stupid go and say all those things.. come on la.. its just the flow of life.. you cant get what you want so what? work harder if you cant get then just let go and continue.. the world is big and the world has so many people in it.. what if you just cant get 1 person in your life? i been through it and now if i dont get what i want i will still go emo and i always put the thought in my mind to let it go and go for other things.. Im always trying my best to do it.. and i hope you people will also try to do it for your life.