Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Something about Life?

This is what im thinking.. if im wrong then im sorry.. but this is just my thoughts..

I used to be like that.. Im scared of things im scared that i will fail im scared that i will do the mistake im scared that i will fail and regret the decisions i make im scared what would my future be im scared if i accepted someone or go after someone would it be a good one or bad one i was just so scare.. but now im still scare of it.. but well this is what i learned from life from my friends my family my brothers my sisters my Daddy and also my soulmates.. this is what learned.. i learned to try new things so i can get the experience and if i ever did the mistake i can learn from it and then i redo it again and do it into a better piece i learned to do it things better.. okay la you do things in life you did it wrong you hurted people's feelings and you spoiled things around you.. but so what.. its all about life.. if life is so perfect then whats life about? Lets say your life is so perfect would you know how to do things in the future? Would you know how to take care of your family when you are a grown up ? You hurt people you apporoach them and say sorry and get thier forgiveness and also God's forgiveness.. you spoiled things.. go earn the money and rebuy it and avoid destroying it once again.. and always try to fix yourself up.. you can be sad for some moments be emo and all if you want but in the end you wake up from those emoness or sadness or even frustness wake up and start fixing yourself build yourself to be a better person.. if you are scared of something challenge it go after it and do it ! That way you will learn how to do it and also how to face your fears.. fears are meant to be challenged lets say if you didnt do it now then 3 years later or even 5 years later you think back.. what if i did that thing i wanted to do.. what would i be now? would i still be scared of it ? would i still be this coward here? would i ? no right? If you are scared to be in a relationship then get into one.. like what my friend said lets say 3 years later you think back and say if you went out with that girl what would the success be? would you get her? or even maybe she is right for you ? you might not know anything unless you try it ! how much you fear it you must face it with all your might.. you go on talking this easy that easy but when you really do it you think its that easy? you can talk you can talk talk talk all you can do is talk and talk talk talk but if the actions really comes out you think you are up to it ? you think you can beat it ? you think you can overcome it ? you tell me talking brings anything? does it mean anything? no right? so what? DO IT FACE IT TRY IT.. Challenge it.. this is what i learned after all these years .. you never know if you never try.. I have more to learn from my pals in the future.

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