Saturday, May 24, 2008

Leaving one by one.

Now i get it.. really now i really get it.. what is it all about.. people are just people.. i will just have to accept the fact that people come and go.. and some people will stick to you longer.. but well do i have anyone? other than him ? as we get older i guess we will lose more and more people who are beside us.. they wont have the time to mingle with us anymore.. they wont have the time to mix with us anymore.. they wont even have the time to talk with us anymore.. basically we will just get further and further apart and then we will just break up one time.. once we all fight we will just talk and talk back at each other.. asking and questioning and fighting.. i will never and never expect anything from anybody anymore.. i wont even ask or even tell anybody anymore.. i will just keep changing myself and keep it to myself.. i know once we are married we wont have anyone beside us anymore.. and that time it will really get lonely and you will only have your wife and your children.. what can i say more? other than friends.. i will only have my Dad which is my home.. but if i fought with my dad who will i have? who will i talk to ? who will i go to ? who will i communicate with? just who? i know life is hard to go on with.. people come and go and life goes on.. things happen and still life goes on.. people do this do that that affects you still life goes on.. what you can do is just follow the flow and keep on moving on with the next move.. you cant do nothing more than that.. you can change your fate you can change your life.. but people you cant change it much.. you can you can but in the end its nothing.. really its nothing.. never and ever depend on people anymore.. i should have known and known never and everrrr in life to do all those things.. but still i fail and fall for it. just why and why and why..

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