Far.. Far..

I wanna go somewhere far away from where my life is.. I wanna go somewhere alone.. where i won't meet anyone around me.. I wanna train myself there alone.. Just focus on one thing in my life without any interferences.. But why i do care so much.. just why.. I wanna be just like him or even her.. Just let it be. Just dont care. Just let things flow. And so on. But in the end i still care. Why why cant i change myself. I still stick to my word even how many times or how much time has pass away.....