Twisted in my own mind.

Today was monday.. and it was a schooling day.. as usual woke up and went to school.. but today i guess i did not sleep well.. i felt very tired and was very moody the whole day.. i could not smile or really do any work at all.. its like my whole mind and body was paralysed.. i got caught for my hair.. and teacher want it short and tidy but i just trimed my back a little bit and lets hope tomorrow i wont get caught again.. modelling is just around the corner.. i cant simply go cut my hair.. it would be not nice and good to do it.. convent and leo's iu day is on 19th of april which is next saturday.. i hope im ready for modelling as i have not started practicing my steps and poses.. as usual came home and then went out with jerry and pravind to kfc.. then i saw jude on the road and he also went to kfc.. we ate and talk talk.. then we went to innovation but it was closed then we decided to cycle to rsa to see some futsal.. and it was kind of fun get to see rsa play among each other as thier training was held today.. around 7 we went to pravind's house and talk talk then went back around 7.30 then i ate dinner and started dotaing till midnight.. it was great to get to dota with ivan and yeow sheng once again like old times.. i have not yet done any of my homework or report and i hope i wont need to pass it up tomorrow.. lets pray hard that i will not need to do it.

Somehow today is not my day.. i feel that my friends are just not there.. they are just not with me already.. i guess true friends are hard to find.. i was all moody and i kept on thinking and thinking and my mind was very messy.. and i still had not find any solution.. i guess i will under go a few days of thinking again.. i have problems with myself.. just go thinking and thinking over and over again..